Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Muddy Mood

I am in a seriously muddy mood. 

And I can't seem to snap out of it.

I want to focus on two aspects of my life.  Deadlines and things that bring me joy. 

But instead, I am spending every moment focused on something that brings me zero joy and stress as far as the eye can see.

So I need to shake the funk.  And figure out a way to shake this mucky muck load.

Remember when I had my friend break up in the spring?  I felt like a new woman.  So much lighter.  But even then, I knew my next step would be to take a break from this other thing in my life. 

I can't yet figure out how to make that happen without actually moving to a new state.  But I'm at least putting it in writing that I need to get out of this situation before I require medication or an AA meeting. 

4 comments:

Katie Clooney said...

Oh Preppy Pink Crocodile... so sorry you're blue! Been through a few friend break ups in my life, myself! Best thing to do is find another "thing" that brings you joy. I really feel the key to a happy life is to surround yourself with people that bring you joy. Good luck PPC - I'm routing for you!

Annie said...

Think positively and always try to be better than yourself. Thinking of you girl!

CT Cupcake said...

so sorry you're going through a rough patch! Here's hoping things get better soon!

3 Peanuts said...

I have been in a muddy mood too. Will loft you up in prayer. Please pray for Harry tonight. He has an MRI of his brain tomorrow.

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