I still look for you in your blue chair. I still walk out of the kitchen to see you and smush you and cuddle you and it takes my breath away when I catch myself.
This photo was taken November 28, 2008. I am gasping that I had short hair (it was probably what I called "long" in this photo) for over a decade. Also ...those Lilly Pulitzer jeans with pink embroidered elephants. Gah...who was that girl?
Listen bunny, I just need you to know that I love you from tip to tail. This grieving business is harder than anything I've ever known and some nights I feel like I am just falling apart, but it's all worth it because it means I had you in my life. You made everything in my world so much better and lovelier.
My heart always,