Monday, August 29, 2011

Overwhelmed

My city is flooded (photos coming shortly), I only slept about two hours last night, I have to do something that will be perceived as hurtful (even though it is truly the right thing to do), I am feeling overwhelmed because I am so behind on one volunteer gig (because I have put in triple overtime on the other volunteer gig), and I witnessed something completely disturbing tonight outside of my home.

Now, my home is fine.  I am fine.  No damage.  And I never did have to evacuate.  The changed it to voluntary.  So I opted not to and everything was fine.

I know that the right thing is not always the easy thing in life.  I do.  But it's still very hard to be in this position.

I know I cannot do it all.  And it will get done.  But probably not by tomorrow morning.

Because I am crashing hard right now.  Need.  Sleep.

And as far as what I witnessed...well that one I can't seem to work through at the moment.  I just...  It was...  Ugh...can't even bring myself to talk about it.  So gross. 

My day was not necessarily bad.  At all. I am just feeling very overwhelmed and exhausted tonight. As I am crawling into bed and feeling quiet for the first time since early this morning, the strange parts of my last 20 hours are washing over me.


Tomorrow is another day.  But tonight...I'm crossing my fingers I get some sleep. 

9 comments:

The Pink Putter said...

So glad that you are safe and so sorry that you had a bad day. Hope that you are tucked safely in bed by now and having sweet dreams. Hang in there-tomorrow is another day!

Katiellirb said...

I hope everything is OK! So relieved to hear your home is safe. You are only one person and it can only get better from here!

Susan R said...

Hoping you are sleeping well right now my friend. What the heck was it that you saw? What's the story behind that? Doesn't sound good whatever it is.

Bama Girl said...

Goodness, sounds like you've had a crazy few days. Hope you are resting well now. "Tomorrow is another day". :-) XOXO
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Preppy Girl Meets World said...

Glad you're safe. Sorry you're feeling this way. Hopefully the rest of the week will go by better for you.

madras 'n pearls said...

Glad you are safe. Take everything one step at a time and you will get through that overwhelming feeling. I'm curious too, what the heck happened?

College Prepster said...

Oh no!! So sorry!!! xoxoxo

Julia said...

Glad you're ok. Our prayers are with everyone there.

Stu said...

Glad to hear that you are safe!

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