Truth : I have been making poor food choices. And as a result I feel gross. Which is adding to my exhaustion and feeling extremely overwhelmed.
Truth : My vow to stop procrastinating as a New Year's Resolution is not completely working. Change is hard.
Truth : I leave for a vaca in nine days and I am completely unprepared. At the moment, I don't even know what gift I plan to make for the big event. How I am going to fit that in is just beyond me.
Truth : Sometimes when I am feeling overwhelmed, I behave like a deer in headlights. I just sort of freeze and can't figure out how to accomplish anything.
Truth : Other times I am like a rock star who just ticks everything off the list. Unfortunately this phase always comes after an extended deer in headlights phase.
Truth : I received a very surprising and bizarre email last night. A request for a favor that sort of puts me in an odd position. It's not that the person is undeserving of favors. I just can't reconcile how I can be both honest and helpful to this person at the same time.
Truth : Even with all the work and me not being particularly great at anything this week, I have had/have planned some very sweet friend dates woven into the fibers of my hectic schedule. Sweet friends keep my cray cray in check during stressful periods.
Truth : Even if I don't bring any gift on vaca and have to wear my fat girl clothes, I will be loved and no one will care. I will stress every minute until I get on that plane but once I get there, I will be nothing but relaxed smiles. And I will get to wear flip flops!
Truth : No one will perish if I don't get it all done. Sometimes I forget that.