I've been going through some tough spots lately.  For a variety of reasons.  But all at the same time.  And honestly, I've been really blue.  But more than that, I am incredibly stressed out.  I can't remember ever feeling quite like this.  It's like the most ridiculous combination of emotions have collided inside of me and ugh...no me gusta!

I have lost four pounds in the last week. 

But don't congratulate me.

It's because I have reached a new (to me) level of stress.  Where instead of my usual stress relief eating that involves a double date with both Ben and Jerry, I now can't keep much inside of me.

See, I said not to congratulate me.  It's not good. 

I'm not super worried as this has too come to an end.  This is just a particular season.  And that's the thing about seasons, a new one is just around the corner.  Plus I have about 30 lbs to lose so it's not really a big thing at this point.  I do promise that if either the food issues or stress issues persist to this degree, I will go to a doctor. 

Actually, yesterday was an improvement.  So there's hope.  I got some good news.  And bought this little sursey as a thank you to someone who helped make the good news happen. 




But to all my readers who are still in high school and college, please don't rush to grow up.  Growing up really is hard to do.  I've worn a lot of uncomfortable big girl britches lately.  Begrudgingly.