But what happened internally was a realization that I need to address a few things on my end. I didn't realize how sort of scotch taped together I was until that moment. The event that rocked me was rather small but it brought up a lot of goop inside that I am ready more than ever to fix properly.
So I was very brave and made myself very vulnerable and took a really big personal step towards healing. It was hard but also, in a weird sort of look at the big picture way, it was easy. I am working on me right now and I am really proud of that!
As often happens, I took a drive. I do my best thinking when I am alone in the car. I can talk it out, sing it out, cry it out, scream it out, and deep breath it out. And then I take in a view. It's my thing and it just helps me process life. I'd be lost without long drives and long walks!
How could I not see the good in the world with this view in front of me? This is just perfection!