Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Seasoning

I've been going through some tough spots lately.  For a variety of reasons.  But all at the same time.  And honestly, I've been really blue.  But more than that, I am incredibly stressed out.  I can't remember ever feeling quite like this.  It's like the most ridiculous combination of emotions have collided inside of me and ugh...no me gusta!

I have lost four pounds in the last week. 

But don't congratulate me.

It's because I have reached a new (to me) level of stress.  Where instead of my usual stress relief eating that involves a double date with both Ben and Jerry, I now can't keep much inside of me.

See, I said not to congratulate me.  It's not good. 

I'm not super worried as this has too come to an end.  This is just a particular season.  And that's the thing about seasons, a new one is just around the corner.  Plus I have about 30 lbs to lose so it's not really a big thing at this point.  I do promise that if either the food issues or stress issues persist to this degree, I will go to a doctor. 

Actually, yesterday was an improvement.  So there's hope.  I got some good news.  And bought this little sursey as a thank you to someone who helped make the good news happen. 




But to all my readers who are still in high school and college, please don't rush to grow up.  Growing up really is hard to do.  I've worn a lot of uncomfortable big girl britches lately.  Begrudgingly.

9 comments:

MCW said...

Sorry you are going through a rough time. Hope things get better very very soon!

Gracie Beth said...

I am sorry friend. The real world has kicked my butt many a times too.

Mrs. Kindergarten...aka...Madame Spoiled said...

Growing up isn't at all what it is cracked up to be. I think that is why I chose the career path I am on still today. I hang with 5 year~olds all day long. It rocks, they smile..hug...and are generally happy. Today we went outside and all skipped...you never look silly skippin' when you're five...I refuse to grow up!

Hang in there...Love and Hugs,
Mrs. Kindergarten...aka...Madame Spoiled

garden state prep said...

Sorry to hear things have been rough -- hopefully it starts to lit up for you soon. I feel like I've been spinning like a top lately and evn though I know it will end eventually, right now it feels endless.

Jo said...

So sorry to hear you're dealing with heavy issues. Life can be really tough at times ~ if there is anything I can do to help ...

Take care of yourself ~
Jo

REBrown said...

Get to feeling better soon - growing up does suck sometimes!

cancersucks said...

Hope that better times are right around the corner for you.

Ruth said...

I am sorry that life is getting you down lately. I hope it passes soon. I know it isn't easy I have been going through a couple things and it has gotten me down a bit recently.

Love Being A Nonny said...

Sursey!!! That's what we call it too!!! Here's to hoping things are better!

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